mkay so.. life is not going as i hoped it would go. i watched a rat die, it was coughing up blood, most likely sick.. trump got elected but im fighting my way through.. i became super edgy and depressed.. basically this world does not feel like home to me anymore.. in fact its all one big nightmare... i dont wanna bring my problems into your life though, because if i did, you would never be free. i wont suicide because i believe that suicide is never the answer and plus i dont even wanna think about it.. i will keep fighting the never ending depression and hopefully not kill my self in the end.. also one of my friends from the minecraft server i used to play on had a depression too, she would explain to my other friends and me that ppl were dying all around her.. now her mom figured out what she and her bf were doing.. now, she is gone. i wont be online for a long time as i am suffering from my depression, videos and video games help me stay happy for a while. its been a pleasure, cya in a bit.