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You have a girlfriend though?

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i oftentimes get doubt how real my relationship is. and if it's love, or lust, that drives it forward.

sticking to something like that will only land you in prison... I don't recommend it... like don't take this as an insult but have you ever looked up institutions or something to deal with anger and stuff like that? i mean there's only so much people can do on their own and it doesn't help that it seemed to have been your way of life for so long...the only thing I think would be good for you to change is your violent personality not only towards yourself but others... again not something I believe you'd be capable of doing on your own without professional help... think of it like this, you wouldn't be changing the part of your personality that are helpful and only severely weakening the ones that are violent and dangerous to yourself and those around you. you'd be more accepted that way and i don't want to seem rude or anything but if you hang around people that have the same problems as you while you're trying to change it's not going to do anything but hinder you

i don't have any friends, everyone has tried to beat the shit out of me which is why i am the way i am, i've had to fend myself against drug dynasties and small gangs, i can't step outside my house without added protection, no offense but i don't think you know the world like i do, you definitely never been in my area for if you did you'd understand, you don't go to jail here, nobody does, you die here if you don't stay strong, gain and extra 20 years of experience and then give me advice, because i've experienced more in my 16 years of life than most 30 year olds have experienced in theirs. i live in hell and i'm hated by it's inhabitants. i don't need your help or anyone else, i help myself.