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That one guy
I had a similar feeling when I was in Florida on the coasts back in 2016, couldn’t and still can’t put my finger on what it was... but I overcame it by just getting out and having fun. The lack of sleep though, that I couldn’t fix.
Trying as best as I can, but I feel no enthusiasm, or it feels as soon as I start to feel happy something kills it. Stupid things too, things that normally wouldn't bother me at all, really put me off. First day on the beach this trip and my shovel magically disappeared. Didn't even make it to the beach, no idea where it went. Really put me off. Today, got up early to go to the morning beach. Nice cool breeze, barely anyone out, gentle waves. Felt really nice. Then my cousin and sister in law wanted to go (for no reason either) made me sad. Had to leave. Everyone wanted to go kayaking. I really didn't want to. My brother was a real jerk about me not wanting to go, too. Never bothers me, but it did for some reason. Idk what the deal is. I never feel this way. I feel like I've lost something very important, but I can't say