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Akam's Change

Akam_7912

Akam_7912

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V2 King
I think everyone here pretty much knows who I am. I am a cocky douche bag who thinks he is better than everyone else. I have so many enemies. Lord_Sauron_ is a good guy at heart and he has tried to change me, to no avail. Anrza, one of the most respected members of this community, dislikes me because of my attitude. There are many other people who hate me. I am one of the most hated people on this server. I call everyone a noob and I have to realize that I am a noob too. I still haven't changed at all ever since I joined this server no matter how many times I get banned or muted. I am an idiot who seems like he will never change his ways and will go on and brag about his skills.

This is tiring for me and other people. Lord Sauron is tired of trying to help me and I understand why now. I am changing at heart. I have to change myself completely if I expect people to not hate me. I am going to make a change.

1) I am known for my rage: accusing people of hacks, calling them noobs, swearing at people when they kill me. I am kinda tired of this too. I have to throw my rage aside. I need to leant to control my temper. I hurt so many people's feelings by doing this and this is why so many people hate me. I have to stop this as I am being a douche to everyone.

2) I need to understand people better as I cannot learn that other people have problems that are different from mine. I need to learn to cope with people like Lazee and not make them more angry. I need to learn not to swear in arguments but rather talk it out in an organized way like I would in real life. I will try to be mature and not argue like a little idiot.

3) I need to forget about my real life and learn that no one gives a damn. I am always bragging about my running and my academics in school and I need to learn that no one gives a damn. I have to keep my mouth shut and stop bragging. I should instead make an online life and have fun rather than just talk about things i do in my life.

4) I have to become a nicer person online. I have to be a helpful person online on the forums rather than hurt people's feelings. I am going to start writing helpful suggestions and start doing more roleplay on the server.

I am really serious about change. Please tell me anything you do not life about me if I already have not said it so that I can change myself. I really want to be a better person so please help me. Thank you guys for coping with me for so long. You guys are really mature for doing that.
 
Good luck, Akam. Thanks for calling me a nice guy.

Sorry about just up and vanishing lately, everyone else. I just gave up. I talked tall but then only delivered for a few days because I was just sick of the headache. I take that on myself, though I don't feel like any of you bear huge grudges.

[IMPORTANT EDIT: This message is directed towards forums as a whole - not Akam directly. The fact it is posted on his thing is because it fit the theme of niceness and change and I didn't want to start a thread - better to have it on this positive message :)]
Let me just say this: Stop trying to draw attention to yourself. It's natural to want to have attention drawn to you, but there are better ways to do it. I'm a huge fan of attention, myself. I always want all eyes on me, everyone wondering what I'm going to do next. I'm pretty sure a lot of people do. Not everyone, of course, but it's a common thing.

But I digress. There are better ways to have attention. I try to be really nice to people and be there when they need it. I try to be a fun person to be around and always wanting someone else to have fun too. And, through that, I have the attention my inner self craves - a bunch of close friends and lot of people I feel like I can count on. As far as internet activities, I tend to try and achieve staff or a position of power so I can do that - help people and such.

So yeah. I feel like a lot of this stems from people wanting attention. That's ok - just try to funnel that feeling into a positive outlet :)
 
You never called me a hacker or anything (besides asking me if I use a mouse when I use to kill you with mah bow) so I liked you. But it is still a great improvement :D
 
I strongly support everyone who tries to change for themselves. Even if going on the forum to say it is kinda... attention whore, I don't think that was intended in the first place, so I'm just gonna ignore it. That and the fact you're still - MOST LIKELY - a teenager.

If I can give you, Akam, one tiny tip, is to just... stop talking. It's not personal this time, it's a real tip. When you feel you have some anger that wants to come, just think of it for yourself. Nobody loves someone who rages (except when it's on purpose :P), and being able to keep your anger for yourself is a great proof of wisdom. Very often, by just not saying a word, all your anger just happily goes away, without you even doing anything.

This works not only on a minecraft server, it works in every step of your life. The wisest people on earth mostly have their mouth shut.
 
I hope this works out as you plan it to :)
Would be nice to see it all be a better place here.
 
I finally figured out why the forums don't work for me on my laptop. It's my wifi as my iPhone doesn't work at home either. I forgot the wifi on my phone so I'll be using my phone from no one. God it is hard giving likes to people. I was sitting there forever clicking on people's messages xD. Anyways guys, thanks for being so nice. I really hope to change on the servers and the forum.
 
I won't be convinced of this change until Lazee and you can be together online without the whole world setting on fire like Anrza at a wedding.
But, I think this is excellent and that you will be able to do it
 
beepbobit said:
I won't be convinced of this change until Lazee and you can be together online without the whole world setting on fire like Anrza at a wedding.
But, I think this is excellent and that you will be able to do it
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I got that reference :3
 
I could care less about lazee. I just want to be nice to everyone else and if 1 person ain't gonna accept that, I am ok with that. I actually went a day without calling someone a noob or hacker and people were actually happy with me :D.
 
Well I certainly hope you're changing, And I forgive you for all those times you said I was a noob for being a troll/shaman/pikeman/everythingthatkillsyou. Nah I'm joking, You're not that bad Akam, but I'm glad you'll work on those little faults that everyone has. Most people don't even notice they're there, much less try and fix them.

RoloAguero said:
Akam's Change thread: Check.
Lazee's Change thread: Missing.

Rolo's love to the new website layout: Check.
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And Yianni's change... And who knows who else's change in the future....

Mindless sheep. That's all I will say.
 
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