Ok so, myself and Aasim have spoken and decided to just take a break. It is a lot more complicated than that but being on a phone makes typing irritating. I'd like to thank people who helped me earlier and were kind and just great friends. I think myself and Aasim do have something strong between us and I am just so happy with the skype chat we had that made me feel very loved and understood. Thank you to my friends who supported me <3 and thank you Aasim, who obviously is the only other person who knows how that skype call went. <3