Walking onto a long road,
Some helped me to trace,
I still think it was broad,
Even though I often tried to race.
From the scorched lands,
to the trees, the frost and now returning to them,
I wonder if indeed I belonged to them
Or if I was nothing but a spike in their hands.
Wearing different masks was a pleasant game,
Passing from a role to an other and doing it again,
All of this without the quest of fame,
Something that I didn't even want to bargain.
But time passes and with it,
Strange events and words appear,
Often for the best, but also making it feel like I fell into the pit,
For some actions and thoughts I never did were launched like a strike of fear.
Yes dear friends it may be a conclusion,
To a game in which I showed much devotion,
But like all things I seem to like,
A knife from the dark seems to scream: "Now we strike !"
And now wondering what my poor soul could answer,
I wonder if the fight I engage is worth the time,
Spending hours in my head, devouring it like a cancer,
The years of amusement falling into the desilusion of a short rhyme.