I wish to confess. I have been thinking of this for a long time and it has finally come to the point that I lost all my shit. If you don't like any drama stuff than please don't read this post. Basically it has come to the point that people said I was threathening some people here on the forums and people were gonna call the cops on me untill I realised that I was wrong all this time. I confess that I turned into a creep. I agree that I might have threathened some people here for "fun". We'll I only remember saying "What if I visited your home with a baseball bat" to Olex during the spam party on my wall and scared the shit out of some people by saying things like that. I confess that I was wrong all the time because of my jealousy and recklessness I have done many wrong things and I would like to apology to everyone that I turned down.. I have been suffering alot because of my greed. My pride turned me down, my clan turned me down, my friends, my (ex)girlfriend. I'm really sorry for what I have caused to the ones that were very dear to me. Perhaps it's better to take a loooong break from MC/EW and maybe quit because that is probably the way to end my suffering. I though of leaving for a long time and when shit hit south I though that I could fix it and slowly rebuild what I messed up but it became worse.. I want to thank you all for being amazing. I hope that you guys can forgive me for what I have caused to most of you, especially Tara. She has suffered the most because of my shit. She has been there for me since the beggining and always supported and respected any of my decisions. She was the perfect girlfriend but I messed up. I tried to rebuild it but I messed up again and now I have completely lost her. My apologies Tara for being what I have caused you. I know that you won't accept my apology because of what I have become. I'd also like to apology to Morgan/Antzorg for what I have caused him too. I blamed him because he was always close to Tara and I was always a jealous fool because I couldn't see a guy so close to the one I loved. I hope that you can see what I've also been trough. Trough my eyes it looked really messed up and I got really mad. I wanted revenge. I wanted to hurt their feeling because that was the only way I could take revenge untill I realised what the hell I was doing to them and myself. I hope that you guys can understand what I have been trough to protect the ones that were very dear to me. Thank you for the great times on here.. I'll be on enjin and perhaps sometimes on EW but not as much as before. I really need a break and it might be the only way to end my suffering and move on..