Corvus™

DAT BOUTEH THOU

every night i lie in bed
the brightest colors fill my head
among of which are red- the bloodshed-
my blood's shed
the biggest splatter spread
the back wall behind my bed
i just wish i had a hole in my head.
it'd be so nice if i was dead.
oh, how i wish i was dead.

i still miss her... i miss her every day, every morning she'd make me smile, every night i'd be sad that one of us fell asleep, but most importantly throughout the day i was happy, truly happy, i didn't know it at the time but before i lost her i had not yet known true sorrow, true loneliness, true unhappiness.... i had complained so much, so much about my life, the people in it, when i should have been focusing on her, i should have payed more attention to her. y'know i love her still, despite the fact she hates me now.
...
now im slowly growing more and more bitter, i feel.... empty, like everything that once made me, me, is now gone. i dont even recognize who i see in the mirror, who i hear when i speak, and distrusting, i feel like nobody ever cares about me, like one day they'll all leave me feeling this way again, she did that to me, though i dont blame her because technically i drove her to that point. i want to die but nothing i try works. i want to care but caring hurts, i want to trust but trusting seems pointless.... i miss her, sure, but most importantly.... i miss who i was with her
and i hate who i am without....

psa: dont fucking add me unless you intend to get several updates a day! it's god damn obnoxious when someone adds me and i genuinely enjoy their posts and then they fucking remove me again because my posts "annoyed" them.

everyone hates me...

...doesn't feel good.

my posts, personified.

is it bad if im 17 and im having sexual relations with a 19 year old college girl?

jw

i pity those of you following me

i've been practicing drawing eyes
whaddya think?

dont say stupid shit unless you intend to be called stupid.
plain and simple.

lol i just had 3 motherfuckers pull up in front of my house redneck style, brilliant shit.

oh why did you change your profile picture
and hi

the fox is a niceguy

i miss Eminem