as time goes on i never improve, i only become less-likable in more areas. its started with me being annoying, then it got to the point where instead of annoying, i just pissed everyone off, now i'm a fucking broken creep devoid of any good qualities due to the constant abuse of my trust and generosity. yeah i may be creepy in some aspects but at least i'm not a fucking clone of everyone else. the people blend together i stand apart, broken and shattered, beaten and battered, separated and scattered from the rest of the crowd, kill yourself if you stand with the group proud. god knows i stand against the world, the odds against me, and yet i feel unashamed, i grimace with a smile that can only be matched by my complexity, if you think lowly of me, i don't really care, but the minute you challenge me, is the minute i drag you down below me so that i can remain above. the world is drowning and me, being apart, is staying afloat, this rant is going on for far too long, imma leave before i slit someones throat.