I have an apology to make.
I feel that over the past few months, I have cause huge unrest in the comunity. I wanted to type this as an apology for what I have done. Each and everyone of you mean so much to me, and I cant carry on fighting for something I am completely against. I am going to give you some information that most of you don't know. Tim is not the guilty one, nor is Morgan, its me. I have caused so much unrest in the comunity, I cannot bare it any longer. I have tried to appologies, but it seems I can't fix damage which I and others caused. When I look back on what happend I feel as if I have let you all down, and most of all I have let myself down. I have been talking with Only_God and I feel the best decision for me to do now, is leave. I am completely leaving the comunity, and never looking back. I want to be forgotten and if I am ever thought apon, it will only be because of the pain I caused. I wish to be known for being a fun enjoyable member of the comunity, not somebody who gave into peer pressure and starting a revolution that was nothing to do with me. I only request to be remembered in a nice way, just think of the times of joy and fun. I hurts me to be typing this, I have tried to fix this. But aslong as I stay, the peer pressure will stay and I will be fighting for something that I never caused or should be part off. And if any staff or friends of staff are reading this. I am sorry. Please, forgive me as a friend, a friend who has only ever fought for what he assumed was right. I now know I have not been and I have broke my oldest rules. I betrayed everyone not just my friends. But two of my best friends, Tim and Morgan. I hope they can forgive me aswell but I will always feel bad for what I have done. I will miss those times of joy but most of all I will miss you guys. Farewell everyone, it has been fun.