When you're ready, would you mind talking to me? I feel so f'ing bad :'( I can understand if you're still angry at me, and understand that I'm a dousche, idiot, wannabe, retard, and all those things. I would just like to sort this out, because I don't handle stress really well and want to know if you're okay, apologize, and sort it out. I shouldn't have made that joke in the first place, it was idiotic of me to do, sorry again :'(