If you're depressed it's good to let people you know personally that you're depressed before it's gets to the point where you're thinking about suicide *Not good*. I suggest letting your parents know even though you think they hate you. Or watch Bob Ross. https://www.netflix.com
zoom you better talk with anyone from your real life about this no matter who: a friend, your perents (and im out of idead) but keep it in. will only lead you to suicide, and we dont want you to suicide coz then slimegirl will freak out and kill catch (or at least spam her wall) so talk to a person you trust coz shere is care and if you shere with someone who care..... or try to play FPS and eat icecream it help some of the time
So many people have written you big messages and I can't think of one that doesn't sound repetitive (;- just stay strong and if you need anyone or anything I'm sure anyone here will be happy to help.