Corvus™

my heart hurts... a lot.

it is days like these where i would like to curl up in a ball and die miserably.

man, i need monies bad

vote NAOW
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still havent heard back from the dudio at the state park that interviewed me reee

i am open to commissions. i will draw you whatever horrifying creations you want drawn in MS paint for money. my pricing is as follows:

1.00 - black and white single-character drawing
3.00 - black and white (and some color depending) multiple-character drawing or collage
6.00 - fully colored character of your choice

prices vary depending on the time i spend on them, what you get is what you get, mainly good for shitposts. im not expecting anyone to be even remotely interested but since im stepped for cash im gonna go ahead and beg anyways. dO iT fOr tHe mEmEs. lmao y0l0

anyway self-pity and depressive rants aside how is everyone doing?

nobody will ever compare to her dude, she treated me so right and i was better whenever i was with her. im fucken serious she was all that mattered to me and i lost her.

day 81: still havent gotten over her, my feelings for her are just as strong as they day she left me, her life went downhill afterwards and here i am, actually making it for once, i dont know what to think anymore. im pretty sure she lift me up high enough for me to keep going when i was on the brink of losing my shit, and it cost her everything. and now i have to live with the fact she's suffering because of me. i never should have gotten close, i told myself i needed to give myself time to heal, and now i'll probably never heal again. i dont deserve to heal. i have been slowly drowning over the past few years and i clawed desperately to everything and everyone for help and nobody took me seriously, and now i am a lifeless husk just trying to make it in life because i have nothing else to do, all passion sucked out of me. idk it's so weird, im so confused all the time. dont know what to say and when i do know what to say i dont know how to say it. expressing myself is hard, and i cant even redeem myself because of what i've done in the past. the world is oblivious to what im going through and even if they knew, nobody would care. i am completely and utterly alone, and it will stay that way for a long time. im sorry... i just needed to get that off my chest.

one day... one day i'll stop hurting. not today though, not for a long time. i gotta keep going though, for her, for them, for me. so if you see my in real life, make living a little bit more bearable and say hi.

job interview went well

i have a job interview today.

so... we released the hawk. my dad posted a video of it on his channel.

to clarify, Donald Trump's approval rating has gone down because he banned Bump Stocks, i.e. making many guns ineffective, and therefor banning those guns. he's a fucking shill for the people he claims to stand against. that is why his approval ratings are going down. he fucked this country up and opened the doors even further for dictatorships like obama. he's done more harm than good for this country, and he's a bumbling idiot.

You know that feeling when you were born a bastard of Ned Stark but ended being heir to the throne cause your paralyzed brother can see time and you end making whoopie with your aunt but you don't realize it cause you think you could never be related at all cause she's exotic and younger and has three dragons and she believes she the rightful heir to the throne cause she's the daughter of this mad king who went crazy and had to be stopped and the guy you thought was your father is actually your uncle cause your mom is his sister who fell in love with the girl you just made whoopie to dad's son and had a baby making you the rightful heir to the iron throne but all your life you thought you were worthless and just a bastard of winterfell destined to guard the wall the rest of your life?

it's amazing to me how many "conservatives" act like flaming SJWs lmao