Dimitri joined his comrades in the cabin, looking at its relatively spartan furnishings. “She spoke of living in paradise and being written in the legends of the Vanyar. I don't to live there, I don't want eternal glory. It would just be given to me without a second thought. All of it went unearned. I want to live in Middle-Earth, to struggle with my brothers and sisters in untamed, dark places. I want to carve for the men of the West a new place so that they may be safe. I want to earn glory.” Dimitri said. “But how can I live normally among men? How can I earn glory? I am immortal, I bear a curse. I live for 200 years, unchanged. Men will come to see me as a monster. To live for a thousand years and watch loved ones fade into nothingness… Why would men desire such a thing?” He stared blankly at the cold sea. It bashed away endlessly at shores all across the world, slowly wearing down all things till naught but dust and water remained. Much like time. But like the sea, time was not endless. Death could not be prevented forever. Immortality is merely an extension of life. Perhaps the voice had been correct, perhaps he was destined for greatness.
“If I am to bear this curse, I must make the best of it. We all must. If we leave, no, when we leave, I´m going to do this world some good. Perhaps the Old Folk could help us. We could learn to become mighty warriors and leaders, skilled at many. We could defend the smallfolk against evil or even lead the fight against it! This curse may be foul, but we can bend it to help others.” Dimitri whispered, his mind racing with possibilities. He thought of glorious plans, of overthrowing darkness and becoming the Champion of Men. He could be better than Beor, Tuor, perhaps even mighty Turin! His name could down in legends as the-
His thoughts were interrupted by a sharp, booming voice, loud enough to make his head throb in pain. ‘Perhaps you think too far into the future, and need to temper your wild dreams with realism. You have to kill one more giant, possibly the strongest of them all. Then, you have to reach Middle-Earth. Who knows what might happen between now and then? You may die, you might be imprisoned with chance of escape. The Maia lied once, they could lie again. Think, boy, listen to the voice in your head.’ The rude interruption served as a guide for himself. He let the thought of immortality drive him to arrogance too quickly. But he knew that part of his thoughts were right, he could do some good with this curse. He wouldn't embrace it, but nor would he fear it.
"Stay strong, master hobbit. We may see some pipeweed yet."