Deslan slapped his head. Something was off. His mind had never wondered about such idiotic thoughts. His mother and half-brother on the Bay of Forochel he had long left behind, and for a good reason. No one would feel nostalgic about an abusive family and power-hungry cretin that was partly his kin. He only sought news of them in case they chose to take care of him for some reason.
He had little feeling for his father, but at least it was mildly positive. Sure, his slavers kidnapped him (even if they were his slavers, which he still had some doubt about) with some magic involved, but Kilzah didn't bother with him. And the guy was kind to his bastards, that has to be said.
His crime, he had begun to forget. He would still have been hunted even without that crime: that only made it official.
All these bricks in his mind were starting to fall down, but it wasn't him that was tearing them down. When he was done, he would talk about it to Aule: guy was a valar, he'd know a thing or two about supernatural events.
Having waved off these foreign thoughts, he took a stick with wrapped cloth from his belt. His index finger had a small flint splinter that made for a handy fire striker. The cloth caught fire, and he inspected what was in front of him, before going forward with the torch held behind him like any other smart person would.
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