lets talk about our souls because that's what everyone wants to hear about, right? right?
jokes aside, fr i feel like my soul darkens and then brightens throughout time fluctuating and pulsing like a beating heart.
like, there will be a few months where i am done with anyone and everyone and i'd legitimately consider harming anyone that got in my way, then a few months where im only half dead inside where im tired of people always being so stupid and cruel and i just want to go out and put these so-called "advocates for peace" on the ground. these animals (which is probably an insult to innocent animals everywhere) who go around jumping people in the street for having an opinion that differs from their own. and then there will be a few months where im just so utterly sick and tired of all the petty drama, violence, etc. and i just want to be left the fuck alone, go out in the woods somewhere as a mountain man and never come back because strangely, the serenity of the forest is seeming more and more civilized than so-called "civilized society"