So, I decided to try out this "feed the homeless" thingy in church today with my mom. After I tried it, I was extremely disappointed. Most of the people there seems to be serving themselves instead of the homeless. By that, I mean they are just there for the rewards and shit. I heard a shit ton of kids who are just there to get some shit called service hours for communion school (I think that's what it is called). And then there's the adults who aren't doing shit correctly. They just want shit done. I even saw one of those staff members took a homeless guy's fork and scoop something out of the serving tray without using the serving spoon. I'm honestly surprised this bitch doesn't even have one sense of hygiene. She just wants the homeless satisfied and that's it. It's sad honestly. I only saw one girl who's like 6 years old who's serving the best out of her heart. She even cared about how much does each person wants. She's the only person I saw that actually comfort who's she's serving. It's just fucking pathetic that this 6 year old girl has more decency than almost everyone there combined.
On the side note, I feel like part of this shit is my fault. Yes, I was helping out and all, but who am I really serving, the homeless or the people who only want to serve themselves?