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*me back at school*

feminist Girl with 20 kilos of make-up on her face sees me walk alone early and calls me “loner”
Me fake laughing and walk away instead of telling her to shut the fuck up

*sees she has so many friends by going to every party and wonder why I never get invited to any party*

Appareantly you have to be fake to be cool. A lot of guys in my area pretend to act cool when all they do is have a 3 hour job and smoke weed the rest of the week. Act overconfident about themselves and just be a dick in general. Girls here are definitly from my experience either mentally retarded or 85% gold digger. The orther ones are normal and nice but you barely see them.

If you've known me for a while, you should know I've been dealing with stupid family shit and I usually rant about this stuff and I'm sorry but I had to drop it somewhere.

Dont read if not interested.

Not all deserve equal respect, my mother for example, she does all the house related stuff, I always help her out when asked and I usually ask if she needs help too, but damn, she is a giant fukin hypocrite, and everytime I talk with her, there is always drama and my father forces me to "apologise" because she is my mother and I have to show respect because she has brought me into this world and raised me as a kid. Then i'm like wtf does all this have to do with the current situation.

Everytime I try to talk back, they cuss back at me with threats, insults and just shit on me. Like when they want to go on vacation, I said I'd rather stay and work and I instantly get threathend to be kicked out, cussed at that im ignorant because I got family there too "that wants to see me", like ok I'm fine with that but Im not staying 4 weeks just to stay with family I barely talk to.

I cant even negotiate with them properly. My terms were stay 1 week, and go back to working and they just shit on me. My mom, the fat hypocrite lady tries to give me advice how I should eat, treat people and tries to undermine me again about my military training test and instantly starts taking advantage of the situation and make demands if I fail it. I really lost all love for my family because of how they have treated me and still treat me.

Yes, I'm still planning to move out, after I finish my study so I can start somewhere different with a good income. In the meantime, just keep my temper and deal with their stupidity.

Oh boy, I'm excited

New spear Design

New hammer. I know its too detailed xd

-Little update on my 3d modeling-

Learned how to add Textures to a weapon for much better looking weapons.

Example:



New Ithilien Hood that I made. Got sadly denied.


The new hammer I made, took me several hours but damn im proud of it.

I love these guys x) Start at the beginning

For all my naw friends, if ur bored you can come visit this server I play on.
ip: mc.empirewar.org

Happy new years!

Me and Wobble Tobberz Heavy infantry :3

Made this Polearm

Happy holidays you fat cucks <3

Idk why I just cant stop laughing at this picture

Some new models for my own server ^^

Which one is better?
1:
or
2:

Thinking of making my own server (Yes again but something different this time)

I kinda want a team-objective themed battle gameplay, but how would this work? Let me try to explain:

So like, Castle assault would start at an encampment, you get a broadcast saying stuff like, Stage 1: "Reach the enemy camp infront of the castle and capture the camp tower" Attackers and defender spawn in different places on each stage and get warped once a stage is completed. Each stage would have a "Reinforcements" State where defenders have like 200 lives and attackers 500. Once the tower is captured, A broadcast would say, Stage 2: Gather at the bathering ram, and push it to the castle gate" or something different like "Build the siege tower at the Castle wall and prepare for it to lower, then capture the castle courtyard"

I can make a lot of maps and different stages to keep things lineair for teamfights. Each map can have honestly unlimited objectives but I'll try to keep it a few and lineair as possible.

How do defenders/attackers win?

If the reinforcements from the attackers have depleted, they'd lose. The attackers obviously have to capture everything to win.

What rewards do we get for winning a game?

After each game, whoever wins, they'd get certain amount of currency (Silver), I havent thought much about how much each team would get but I kinda want to keep it simple.

What about upgrades, cosmetics, etc..?

I was thinking of a currencry system that allows you to buy Cosmetic Chests or Class upgrades. These upgrades obviously wont be very strong but they'd be quite nice.

Do we spawn in a lobby?

Yes, after the map has ended, people would spawn in a great hall, outside this hall would be the castle courtyard where you have NPC's to interact with.

The Blacksmith: Allows Armor upgrades

The Archer Captain: Allows Bow upgrades

The Guard Captain: Allows Sword upgrades

The Merchant: Allows Cosmetic chests to be bought, open it to receive a random weapon or helm design.

*Few random guards doing nothing*

Will there be hunger?

No, everyone has the same regeneration too.

When would a new map start?

A timer which would broadcast when the new battle starts and to join a team at the sign board which are attackers or defenders.

Can I change team?

No, once you have joined a team, you cannot switch back.

What classes would there be?

Castle Guard, Castle Archer, Siege Engineer(probably) and some orthers (You guys can suggest)

What benefit would I get from donating?

I would probably add a simple rank system for everytime you have bought a Reward Chest. This chest Contains a certain amount of curreny + 3 Cosmetics and a rank that will cost 10 euros. Everytime you buy another Chest, you'd get the 20 euro rank title.

Well, if you have already reached reading all the way down here, you have my thanks if there's anything I forgot, feel free comment, I'd love some feedback. I know this is a huge project and I have always wanted to build a succesful server up for you guys. I'm currently looking for a coder who is willing to do all this coding. I'd obviously pay this person but thats private business

Thanks!

Yes, this is such a great time to be living in, where retards and fat fucks try to give you advice on whats better for you, my brother as a basement junkie who lives in the basement tries to give me advice about the army, "Someone who doesnt eat vegetables is not strong, thats it" like I can not even be bothered to argue with him because he is such a shithead that tries to undermine me. I do eat vegetables, I just simply dont enjoy the taste of it apart for some. And then you have my religious mom who is more worried about the "Meat" I get there that is not halal, and im there sitting thinking "Lol im not even muslim" but obviously I cant say that because I'd get fucking disowned and kicked out. And then they wonder why I dont come downstairs to talk with them, because every convorsation I get with them, it has to be critisizing and shitting on me again. Fuck, it pisses me off so much that I have to compete with retards like this. Sorry for the lash out but I just had to drop this off somewhere.

Longbowman with a flag attached to the back

when your fat fuck brother says he thinks that im not physically healty for the army because I dont eat vegetables (even though I eat some, not all though and still look fit)

Come play on Nawdoms.net if ur bored, fun server

Crown :3